Counting Days

In two days I will be flying back to Island of Ireland. Spending a month of my summer holidays in my homeland Malaysia was like a dream. Time flies really fast and it feels like I was just started my holidays. No matter how much I hate going back there…Nope, don’t misunderstand me..it is not that I hate being in Ireland, it is what I would feel inside when I have to separate from my loved ones that is what makes me so hate it. I hate when I have to live far away from those that I love. I will be missing my mum and dad, my sisters and brothers and definitely my lovely nieces and nephew. What is sad about this journey back is that I am alone this time without my fellow friends. I have to be there earlier than my fellow friends because I have failed one of the summer paper and have to resit for that in autumn. This is my only chance. I am going back earlier because I would have to prepare for that. I hope I would win this battle. I don’t want to continue to be sad over this matter anymore because now is not the time to get myself down and depressed, this is the time I am supposed to be making plans and actions to survive this year and move on to the next level.

Enough with the sad story..

What have I done so far during the one month holidays that have almost finished?

Even though studying is included in my to-do lists for my summer hols, it does not go as planned. But, I was not sad and regret over things that have passed  because what was done, was done. Period. I have spent most of my time with my family especially with my lovely nieces and nephew because they are the ones that I would miss the most if I were to fly back there. So that I don’t  have regrets  when I’m leaving them for my study, I decided to dedicate most of my time for them.They are the source of  my happiness. Thanks to them I smiled countless times and laughed so hard because of things that they do or say haha. There will be certainly regrets no matter how much I would like to avoid it. There was time I could not control my temper because of their unbelievable tantrums and there was time I chose to ignore them because I was so indulged with my own world. SO Sorry my dear! I want you to know that I REALLY REALLY REALLY <3 all of you.  

Spending my summer hols with someone so dear to me was a real blessings. 

THANK YOU ALLAH for this HAPPINESS even though it feels really short.