ILuVRoses

Expressing myself is difficult. I have learnt that to survive in this I have to push myself forward, to be able to speak up my mind but it never was an easy thing to do. Rather than pushing myself to do what I am supposed to do, I find myself making more and more excuses to not doing things that are out of my comfort zone. That makes me more inferior and incapable. It is hard to gain the confidence... I am way lacking of it. I am so worried of myself now. So worried. Please be strong and to never quit and give up.